2012. április 29., vasárnap

My week in photos

Lately I became more obsessed with Iphone than I've ever been. Unfortunately, I still don't have one, but the urge to take photos throughout the week is stronger than the fact that my recent phone is too lame for this.

So, let's pretend the quality is much better and these are Instagram effects :) 



As you can tell, I have a sweet tooth and this week I didn't count calories. 

And how was your week?

bisous,
n. 


2012. április 28., szombat

Coachella

Have you ever dreamed about going to Coachella? I dreamed a lot. 

If I could have a chance to go, I wore that outfit below. I saw so many lookbooks about bohemian Coachella outfits and I slowly got into this style. (However I have never thought I will be one of the bohemian lovers :) 

So here we are - I am in Budapest, far far away from California.... 
Coachella built up some kind of an atmosphere that I have never seen anywhereelse even though we have several festivals in Hungary too. 

What do you think about this outfit? What would you wear if you could go there? Or what did you wear? :)

bisous,
n. 
Coachella


ASOS Mid-season sale cravings

Wishlist time! 



Image 1 of Modalu Eiffel Leather Small Grab BagImage 1 of ASOS Bird Print Chain Clutch
Modalu Eiffel Leather Small Grab Bag & ASOS Bird Print Chain Clutch

Image 3 of Bertie La Roserie SlippersImage 1 of ASOS PAMMY Bow Peep Toe Platform Court Shoe
Bertie La Roserie Slippers & ASOS Pammy Bow Peep Toe Platform Court Shoe

Image 1 of Disney Couture Gold Plated Believe RingImage 1 of Black Rose Love Gold Plated Eiffel Tower Ring
Disney Couture Gold Plated Believe Ring & Black Rose Love Gold Plated Eiffel Tower Ring

Image 1 of Sam Ubhi Multi Charm NecklaceImage 1 of Pilgrim Harmony Cluster Charm Necklace
Sam Ubhi Multi Charm Necklace & Pilgrim Harmony Cluster Charm Necklace

Image 1 of Muubaa Leather Yarrow Short Mac JacketImage 4 of Muubaa Leather Clover Jacket
Muuba Leather Yarrow Short Mac Jacket & Muuba Leather Clover Jacket

Image 1 of French Connection Drape Front BlazerImage 1 of Minkpink Neon Floral Blazer
French Connection Drape Front Blazer & Minkpink Neon Floral Blazer


These are my craved items, but what's yours?
bisous,
n. 



2012. április 8., vasárnap

"Oops I did it again"

I didn't post or write for a while. Do you remember when I said this is my 3rd blog? I think now everyone can see why :) But now I am here again, trying to make something qualitative.

I am dreaming about having a fashion blog and posting outfit pictures. I am dreaming about writing a lot :)
I am dreaming about knowing how to have a fabulous blog. I am dreaming about knowing the HTML language to create beautiful things. I am dreaming about taking fabulous pictures. I am dreaming about doing what I like...

I am dreaming. But when will I do something to make my dreams come true? My main excuse is school. I will start to do that and that when the semester ends etc. But it is finally time to start something new. To try to do things to make my dreams come true :)

Maybe you've noticed that I changed my theme. Do you like it? I am not sure about the floral background...maybe a simple white one would look better.

Anyways, I will try to build up my blog and write weekly :)

bisous,
n. 



2012. január 29., vasárnap

Do dreams really come true?

I was wondering a lot about that topic lately. I had such a "nightmarish" January - and it seemed or seems that the best resolution to change it is to escape.

I failed like all of my exams - and I have to repeat 2 of my lessons - which on based 3 more. There was no hot water for 1-2 weeks, and we live in a mess since 3 weeks (like we were moving). I got all of my university exams and my OKJ course exams at the same time.

With all of my failed exams I feel like I am such a stupid loser. You know the feeling when everybody knew you like one of the bests and then you just fall? Like your passed years were lies. I have always known that I am not as "clever" or as a good student as everybody thought. I couldn't prove it -  I have always sounded like a typical geek "No I didn't learn. And then I got a 5". Well for now... It has changed. I feel like a real idiot who knows nothing. I had no success in the last year - final exams, remember?!... I hate what I am doing.

I had several "fights" with my boss too. I get up at 4 am two times and week, and I spare newspaper for 2 hours in the cold.

I have no social life. And how it turned out - I couldn't even get one. I am not that "social person". I like talking or having fun - but I don't like partying! I know it's so awkward... :( But that's who I am.
I like baking or dreaming - and share my dreams! I like playing tablegames (I hope this is the good word), and I like having fun -but not partying. I like watching movies and commenting it together! I like walking..
I don't know I am such a boring person. I mean I am a fun person in my head. My fantasy is like a whole new world! :D But it's not real. And it is not good to have a life in my "fantasy"... But I just can't be someone like I would want to be. I like that I can dream, and my dreams are big. There are a few things that I love in myself - but these are the things that I hate at the same time..

I feel guilty when I am happy...

I want to change but something stops me. I don't want to be someoneelse. I mean.. okay I am confusing! I just want to be "accepted"...

I can't imagine that someone could love me -as a friend or as a girlfriend (well, it seems I will never have anybody who can love me that way...)...

I know it's a complaining and confusing post again... But I just repeat these thoughts in my head again and again.

Once my friend found the resolution for my problem. If I had a "boyfriend" who loves me, maybe I would feel safe and I could really do find myself. It seems like a stupid excuse -but it makes sense. And well, it's getting really awkward and scary not to have any "experience" with love life (means everything - being loved etc) I feel like I am a "waste product"...

In my mind everything is okay, and I am so hopeful! I have plans, that I want to make come true. I have dreams that I want to share! But I can't. No one believes in fairytales. It's like I just stucked in my childhood or something... Like they have seen me as a little girl. And who wants a little girl??? (As a friend or as a lover)

It has no end. That's why I want to go abroad for a year. To find myself. And I feel like there is nothing in Hungary that can help me, or makes me want to stay. (I mean living away from my mom would be the worst thing ever. That's the only thing that holds me back and will hold me back. I have 2 best friends - but I think we could speak anyway and they could visit me!!!)

And honestly I feel guilty to complaining about things like that, when there are people out there who have no house or who are starving. But we all know, your problem seems the biggest.

"I wish I had a prince to save me :) " Or just a small miracle.

I hope no one read this who knows me....

bisous n.











2011. november 17., csütörtök

Epic items - Heels

I just missed out two of my favourite bags : Céline Boston bag and the Velvet Bow  Juicy Couture clutch. But anyways, here is my new "Epic items" list: Heels

For sure that would be impossible to list all of my "needed pairs", but I tried to "top list" them with the sentence "If I had money that would be the first..."


Epic items - Heels part 1




Epic items - Heels part 2And that's not all... What are your favourites?

bisous n.

2011. november 15., kedd

Epic items

We all have "epic items" or a "top list" of our wishes. Timeless pieces that we want to death. My new "epic items" series is about this topic. I'll show all my wishes from my "fashion" top list. Bags, shoes, clothing, jewelry - anything a girl can wish for. Those pieces which from one is enough. Please, just get one! Like a Chanel chain bag or a pair of Louboutins (Well at least one pair  - for those who can only just dream about).

Here is the first part - Handbags and Totes

Epic items - Handbags, Totes



What are your favourites?

bisous, n.